What if what you hate about yourself is what others think is attractive about you?

Many times the way a person looks doesn't fit their personality. I feel that way myself, not for the same reasons as you, but you just have to accept who you are. There is nothing wrong with the way I look. I know I'm good looking, but it doesn't quite fit my interests or tastes. That's only the way people psychologically perceive personalities and looks. People have ideas of how someone should look in comparison to how their personality is. So it sounds like you are afraid of being misunderstood, or misinterpreted because of the way you look. Well, there really isn't sh*t you can do about it. The only way around this is to redefine how a person of your build and looks comes across by the manner in which you convey yourself. There is never any reason to hate the way you look. You can't make your shoulders smaller, and you can't make yourself shorter. All you can do is redefine the perception of those qualities by surprising people with the words that can come out of your mouth.